Eddie Van Halen

Drummer admits he still breaks down "uncontrollably" listening to his brother's music.

Alex Van Halen promises a cautious approach to the material.

Guitarist Steve Stevens remembers sessions for a No. 1 single five years after the chart-topping "Beat It."

"What do you want you f---ing so-and-so!" was the guitarist's first confused response to the producing legend.

Hear the full six minutes of instrumental subtitled “Between Us Two” as drummer’s memoir is published.

"I wanted to grab him by the throat and shake him and go, 'What the [expletive] were you thinking, Ed?" he says in new interview.

More than 40 years later, the drummer is still angry over his brother's decision to play on Michael Jackson's hit.

"Dave, you gotta work as a community, motherf---er," drummer says.

Guitarist Dave 'The Snake' Sabo recalls V.I.P. treatment and amazing gifts from Eddie Van Halen.

"Outliving my little brother? This just wasn't the plan," Van Halen declares.